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March 29 time 2 say good byeTime to say good bye my dearly beloved friend. I have loved you sincerely.
I finally dropped the weight that has been stuck in my chest for ova a yr, I can finally breath, but my heart, my heart is now empty….
It was so great to meet you,thx 4 running into my life, thx 4 being there for even a short period of time. Things I have learned and memories I have gained are valuable and unforgettable.
If I say I didn't get hurt at all all these times, that's a lie. Sure I did. But there are also wonderful moments as well. All the tears I have shed are evidences to prove that I have lived and loved for real. I told myself from the very first day that I wd not regret. Those were my choices, I was happy and I still am.
It was a fabulous day when we had our first also last cup of coffee. Maybe one day I will take someone else down there n I can tell em, once upon in the time I had the best coffee here wiz a great mate. It was a beautiful morning and we had the sun shining upon us.
It was a warm, charming afternoon when we had our last talk about us, about life. I felt eva so peaceful and calm. I heard my heart was whispering to me “let go, let go, let go”. From now on, I guess every time I go down there n have a break, I will remember that day, the day you went away in tears.
I bought a vegie cooking book, I wish I had time to cook you something nice.
I know an amazing spot where you can see the most amazing sunset, I wish I got a chance 2 take you there, it is heaven on earth.
I wish I cd take you to this lovely pizza place in Freo, they have the best milkshake.
I wish I could be your friend, say hello, give u a hand if u need anything, see you live happily eva after.
Every time watching you walk away, I wd count the steps you take n listen to how my heart fell into pieces. I am truly sorry if I have made you feel bad, you know that is not what I want. I have tried really hard to put a big smile on my face. If my words didn’t shake, I wdnt know how bad I felt.
But from tmrow, if I will have to walk away when I run into you,plz believe that I’ll also smile quietly when I turn around. From tmrow,next time I see you I will have to look away, thenI can close my eyes and wish you a happy day without letting anyone else know. Out of sight is not out of mind, I am sure I will think of u every now and then, it wd be another lie if I say I don't care.
Plz be happy my love, plz promiss me you will be at least happier than me, so I can go away without looking back.
Plz look after you; look after your passionate and soft soul. Look after your teeth, they are different and special.
Winter is in the air, plz remember to put on a warm jacket n take an umbrella wiz you all the time. We neva know when it’s not gona rain.
One day you will find someone who wd admire your courage and appreciate your innocence. Some ppl mite nt see how sweet you are deep inside, and sumtimes even nt yourself are able to see it clearly.
I have always always believed that you are just a soft person inside, even tho frankly sometimes I can see it, sometimes I can’t…quite. But every single drop of your tears was telling me you're a gentle soul. Plz believe that and remember it.
Have faith in yourself my love, you are beautiful inside, don't give that up no matter how life treats you. Believe in your passion and dreams; follow them no matter whateva it takes you. Remember to keep you innocence that’s hiding inside of you, remember you mite still be here tmrow, but you dreams n heart mite not be.
I love you, I let you go. I love you, I let myself go.
From tmrow; tmrow, I am really gona leave everything behind.
If one day you get married, plz remember 2 send me an invitation even though I wont go. If one day I get married, I will send you mine as well even though I don't think I wd still know your address by then.
Up to now, I am already in tears. I close my eyes, I can see the picture --- the same one I see every time I think of you: a half opened door, and the dust that’s floating in the sunlight.
Maybe years later we can be friends again. Maybe we will run into each other on the street one-day, no need to say anything, just nod n smile. Maybe from tmrow I have to forget it all, you are just gona b someone I know fr yrs ago.i dunno, I dunno.
Tmrow when I wake up, everything will be different, because I can finally say everything is in the past now. This time is absolutely EVERYTHING. 11:59pm… I am sitting here alone in front of my laptop wiz great sorrow in heart,tears in eyes. 12:00am… I am sitting here alone in front of my laptop wiz great sorrow in heart,tears in eyes. ..also a smile on my face. I have loved you and always will. Knock on the door if you ever need any help, I will be there.
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