There r so many things that I wish it cd happen, but I abso-fuck-lutely know it's nt gona. But I still luv to try, they give me simple reasons to keep asking questions, n looking for the answers. Sometimes I get hurt on the way because there is certainl;y nothing I can do to make my wishes come true, I don’t know if my choices r right or wrong, I guess I am nt gona know it till….  I don’t even know when I can find it out...

For the things that had happened, if u gave me another chance to choose, I know I wd make the same choices, because I don’t regret at all, I cant say I made a right choice by that time, but I know it was exactly wot I wanted. I chose to trust them, I chose to love them, I chose 2 sit nxt 2 them when they were crying, I chose to give up my pride n say that life is bland without u, and I am here is nt because I have 2, simply because I want to. I got so hurt, I knew it was gona happen, but I still wanted to b there, for u ,for them.

I used to always have a picture in mind, I knew wot I wanted, I knew wot wd make me happy until one day that picture began to blur and fade. Now I can hardly touch that picture, I can’t even see wots in it or who’s there wiz me.

I wish there was a road that doesn’t have an end, I wish I cd just keep walking till I am tired, till I die. But every journey has an end; every trip has a final stop.

I still miss u…rarely…evry now n then..but its ok, its perfectly ok for me. Ur never gona mean the same to me as other ppl, u r the one who made me want to know more about myself, u r the one who made me to be honest to myself, u accidentally opened a new chapter in my book n I wana know wots gona happen nxt.

I can’t do it anymore, how many times I have steped back because I am afraid that I mite get hurt. Because I am afraid life is two lines, they are either parallel or intersectional. If they are parallel they will never have an intersection,but if they intersect, they will just walk away from each other more and more.

U gotta be strong Yang, u gotta be happy, u promised urself 1 thing, u r gona look after urself, u will not be letting anyone hurt u again, go run away, hide..do wotever u have to. dont cry anymore. They r nt worth ur tears. Remember if they tell u they r nt worth it, they aren’t Yang.

Who is the shadow that plays Beethoven’s Moonlight? Vincent VanGogh cut his ear off long before he gave up on his hope. The memory is still so fresh roses have withered.

There are people I love dearly in life, I don’t say it all da time, but once I say it, I truly mean it.

And you have never left, you have always bn in my heart. One day sum dickheads  told me’ ppl like u should be burning in hell!’ Then I figured out I was a suicide, so stuff that, I am going to hell anyway.