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March 27 WishesI was watching tv on saturday night. And I saw Audrey Hepburn's My Fair Lady. Was quite
"Where there is hatred, let me sow love.
Where there is injury,pardon.
Where there is doubt, faithe.
Where there is despair, hope.
Where there is darkness, light.
Where there is sadness, joy.
Because I know it's not always to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love;
For it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned"
March 13 My prayerI think this photo looks awesome!
I was listenning to my music which was called childhood with couple of friends. One of them said" this music sounds sad...y is that?" I agree,it tears off our memories.
I keep asking myself if one day my grandma died, wot I wd do then? Ppl have money, have power, have faith, I dont care that loads of rubbish. I have grandama, my grandma. I can say that most of my childhood memories are bout the time I spent with grandma.
When I was little, I was with her day by day...
So day by day I held grandma's hands to shops, we bought lollies, vegies, fishes, friuts. They were not much, because we did nt have much money, but it was very enough for us to have a beautifully happy meal everyday.
Grandma cooked me beautiful breakie, and......chased me around da whole house to make sure I cd have an egg everyday. I was thin, skinny.
So grandma always left the best food and sweets for me," I don't want any" that wot she told me...Whenever I went to hers, she had got plenty candies for me.
We were always out to a pretty park near our home after dinner. I was just muckin around with flowers, birds, clouds,frogs,bees under grandma's eyes. We didn't need to join morden city, we were happy.
Grandma always sang for me, she always had so many beautiful songs. The one I remember clearly was called" The water of Hong Lake." I grow up, hardly hear she sings it for me any more, but whenever I feel lonely,lost, have confusion in my life, I sing it to myself. Sometimes with tears, sometimes with a broken heart, but never question da love she leaves in my heart.
Grandma taught me so much, she always told me we need be nice, kind n gentle to others. It has nothing to do with being prasied by others, it's the joy and pround we feel bout ourselves n god has eyes on us.
I get depressed sumtimes, i feel hurt sumtimes, I am tired,am lost sumtimes. But whenever I think bout grandma I know that this is life, this is wot I need to face and learn from. I grow up from all highs and lows. I don't pray for peaceful life but I want the courage to overcome the dark times.
Ppl value different things, I do believe love is the way to make life interesting and joyful. Years after years...the people we love make us so strong and indomitable to walk alone on this lonely road. Someone has their gods. I have my grandma, she is here, i will never be lonely. My grandma is with me wherever I go, wotever I do, whenever I am alone.
Dear god pls give my grandma time. Pls give me a chance to love her and show her how much i care bout her. Pls give me a chance to hold her hands as she held me,kiss her as she kissed me b4 i went to bed. Pls give her a chance to enjoy the time I will spend with her. Pls take good care of her now until i go back to her side. And I promiss u I will be a wonderful person to love this beautiful world and everything in it. I promiss u I will work hard , do my best n look after ppl around me. Pls god.... If u do have eyes on us, u know how much I love grandma... Pls give me a chance to improve it to her...Pls give me a chance... March 09 Just a lovely day hey.Went to water skiing with beautiful friends,was a warm bright sunny day. Jumped into water, sinked as deep as I cd, let da body do wotever it wanted was a such a awesum thing. Freedom... Sat on the surface of the river.. didn't need to worry bout anything really. The most important thing is that i was with beautiful friends...
Want to tell everyone I've always thought how forturne I am that I have got so many wonderful people around in my life. I have bn looked after and blessed. There are always some ppl in my life who trust and understand me no matter how others say, and ppl who support me whenever I need help. I am just such a normal person no bigger than a bug. lol. Thanks so much for those ppl who trust me, care bout me, hold my hands no matter whot the weather is like outside.Don't know what to say really..but thx..n i luv yous. |
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